It's possible that:
* It's a misspelling: You might be thinking of a similar-sounding word.
* It's a regional dialect word: It could be a word specific to a certain region or community.
* It's a made-up word: It might be a fictional word or a word used in a specific context.
If you can provide more context about where you encountered this word, I might be able to help you find the correct spelling.