To help me figure out what you're looking for, could you please tell me:
* What is the context of the word? (e.g., What sentence is it used in? What is the topic of the conversation?)
* What sounds does the word make? (e.g., Can you describe how it is pronounced?)
* What meaning do you think it has? (e.g., Is it a negative or positive word? Does it relate to a particular subject?)
With more information, I can help you find the correct spelling.