To help me understand what you are looking for, could you please provide more context?
For example:
* Are you trying to spell a specific name? If so, what is the name?
* Are you referring to a slang term or regional dialect word? If so, can you provide more information about its usage?
* Is it a word you made up? If so, how do you want it to be spelled?
With more information, I can help you find the correct spelling.