It's possible that:
* It's a misspelling: There might be a real word that you're trying to spell, but you've made a mistake.
* It's a code word: Perhaps it's a secret code or a word used in a specific context.
* It's a made-up word: You might be trying to invent a new word.
Could you provide more context about where you encountered this word? That might help me figure out what it's supposed to be.