It's possible you might be thinking of a word that sounds similar, or that you've misspelled. To help me understand what you're looking for, could you please provide more context?
For example:
* Where did you encounter this term? (A book, website, conversation, etc.)
* What was the context of its use?
* Do you have any other clues about what it might mean?
Once I have more information, I can try to help you figure out the meaning.