It seems like you're trying to express "I miss you so much".
Here are a few ways to express this sentiment in English:
* I miss you so much. (This is the most direct and common way to say it)
* I miss you terribly. (This emphasizes the intensity of your missing someone)
* I long for you. (This emphasizes the emotional desire to be with the person)
* I can't wait to see you again. (This emphasizes your anticipation of being reunited)
You can also add details to make your sentence more specific, like:
* I miss your smile so much.
* I miss our conversations.
* I miss everything about you.
The best way to express yourself will depend on the context and the relationship you have with the person you are missing.