If you could provide more context about where you encountered this word, it might be possible to figure out what it was meant to be. For example:
* Did you see it written somewhere? Can you share the text or image?
* Did someone say it? What was the situation?
* Are you trying to remember a word? Do you remember any other parts of it or the context?
With more information, I might be able to help you decipher its meaning.